FAIR WARNING: if RPATTZ is going to be doing a lot of promos for breaking shitty dawn, then I am going to be posting a fuckton of this stuff, because IT IS COMEDY GOLD.
I love his shitty flip phone. Not only can he not afford a comb, he’s rolling with a phone straight out of 2001.
bless him
His face is so intense.
wow i love ropat
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Hello everyone! I am so sorry I haven’t posted in a while, but usually when I visit tumblr, it’s to look at the awesome photography and posts by other people.
So awhile ago, I found this website wehre you can send letters to strangers, and I decided I want to start something similar, but yet different on my own.
Here it is: From Your Heart to My Pen
All it costs is one letter postage (so one stamp), and you can write me a letter. Say anything, ask anything, pour your heart out! (hence the name lol). After you write me a letter, send an envelope self adressed with the stamp, and I will send you one back! There are a few boundaires, and if you want you can remain nameless, and just put your last name on the return envelope, but I need an address so I can reply! I just ask that whoever wants to write not be profain, sexual, or rude.
I wanna try this. So please. send your heart, so I can translate it to my pen.
If you have any quetions, or you want to send me a letter, email me!
gpent7@gmail.com
I love you all!
-Gaylemarie
do i have a F****ing sign on my head that says…dont date her…never ever give her a chance…make her think you like her than drop her like a hot potato?
im ALWAYS the friend, the nice girl, the oh one day you are gonna make someone sooo happy…when is it my turn to be happy…when is it my turn for a happy ending?
im sweet, im caring, energetic, fun to be around
yet i feel like..the dirt on the ground because i can’t get any guy to date me.
so for all the guys out there…look at all the gurls..not just the ones with fake huge boobs and skirts so short it could be her underwear.
k thanks..
sorry had to rant.
I’m the type of girl that thinks about a lot of things at once. It’s hard for me to just focus on one subject, or part of my life at once, so I often get overwhelmed with all my thoughts, all my emotions, etc. I’ve been told I’m an empath, that I don’t just, listen to people and try to talk to them, I literally take on their emotions, their feelings. Well anyways, I just wanted to get some thoughts down, because that usually helps me and I like posting things on my tumblr that aren’t just cute pictures of lovers, disney, or animals. So I apologize in advance for the ramblings, the emotions, and the utter chaos of the following message. You have been le warned.
I guess the best way to, i dn’t know, organize this is by topic..by what i want to talk about. so here goes nothing (:
future
There is sooo much pressure to know exactly what you want to do in the future, what job you want to do, where you want to live, who you want to be with. I am a senior in college, and I am still figuring all that out. In my opinion, it’s important to think about that stuff, but if you make urself stress out too much about it, it will take away from your awesome life that is happening in the here and now. I’ve missed out on a lot in college because i did the bare minimum, and its too late to be a part of a lot now, but I’ve learned that you just need to do what you can, with what you have, right now.
love
so there is a huge part of me, well most of me, that can’t wait to fall in love. Most people can’t wait to have their first drink, their first real job, to graduate, my life goal is to find someone that will love me for all of who i am. I am so sick and tired of being the girl that is the sweet one, oh Gaylemarie, you are such an awesome girl, I just don’t like you like that. If I am so awesome, sweet, cute, why can’t I find a guy that wants to go out with me? I feel like there is some invisible flaw that only guys see. Ya, I am a little forward, but guys say they like that. Everyone says that love should go beyond looks, and I try to look at a guys personality, how they would treat me, but I am a little of a hypocrite when it comes to that. I want a cute guy. Not gonna lie.
Here’s another thing: I get excited way too early. I don’t take the time to get to know someone, be their close friend, and then maybe want to date them. Do you know part of why I think that is? I think its because I look at all my close friends, getting engaged, in serious relationships, married, and I’m not trying to “compete” with them, but it’s like a huge need i feel inside myself to go home to someone…hold their hand around campus, have it on my facebook (not gonna lie that is 90 percent of why i want to change my status lol), etc.
A part of this is all the movies I watch where the girl who is the underdog always getting the guy, and I’m such an underdog, the songs, the poems. I know movies aren’t real life, but I have to hold on to some kind of hope or I won’t be able to go on. Ok I better move on or I could talk all day about this lol new topic
acceptance
There is so much hate in this world. I know that there are differences of opinions, differences in religion, in beliefs, etc. If we were all the same, this world would be so boring! I’ve said this in past notes, but I just need to say it again: Stop the hate. Stop the trolling, stop the belittling, the online bullying. There is humor, that we can all laugh at together, but there is a huge difference between laughing at a youtube video, and making comments and messaging people that makes them so depressed and hate themselves so much that life isn’t worth it to them anymore. I need to work on being more nice, more accepting, but its little steps at a time. Sites like operation beautiful really are an inspiration. so my message: do something nice for a stranger, give a hug, a high five, give them a complement. Its the small things that mean the world
other/conclusion
So now that I am done rambling, I just wanted to say that I hope people see me for my personality. I get a little..e.motional sometimes but that’s because I don’t just half do emotions. I really..get into what im feeling, what I’m doing. I want nothing more than to make people happy. Im working ont hings, we all are. no one is perfect. Whether you are Pauly D on jersey shore (yaaa buddy) or the president of the united states. a little love and acceptance and just being there can go a long way.
I don’t know what the future holds. Hopefully God hasn’t forgotten about me, even though I have strayed pretty far, and He has everything figured out. Hopefully my future husband is right around the corner, we meet at the party down the block or when I am eating dinner down town. I hope to get a job where I love the faculty, love the kids I’m working with, and feel a part of a great community. I’m just going to take things day by day, and do what i can to be the best person I can be.
and any time you need me, you messag eme, Ill be there.
love you all, Gaylemarie
p.s. i respect all of your rights to have a opinion about what i said, but i ask you to not comment unless its something positive. you can message me privately if you really need to tell me, but let’s spread love, not hate.
I know life is busy but I was looking forward to it. I know that at least two young women and one guy have my address and were going to send me a letter. If you are out there, bored, and lonely and feel like writing me, message me and I’ll give you my address. I promise I am no freaky stalker killer type girl, I can’t even drive, so how would that work? lol
hope you are having an amazing sautrday
i love you all…just the way you are
-gaylemarie
